another ask made me realize that jade grew up thinking that she was gonna die young because of her stuffed dreamself. And she embraced it. But she lived. It’s a mixture of guilt for living and sudden uncertainty that makes her want to kill the clone(and those feelings). In her conversation with alt!calliope she goes on about how much she wants to help her friends but everything regulates her to the side despite her incredible power. She thinks she’s the evil clone, the wicked witch if you will

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GOD “she’s actually the clone” is good and the wicked witch tie in!!!!!!!!

See when I thought of blue lady I thought of A. Clare because as part of the vast joke wouldn’t paradox space show jade the people that paid the price for her existence as part of that hurt or be hurt duality. I also thought of jadesprite and her sadness and how much jade hated her. Very much a blue lady who almost cost jade everything. That pharaoh’s tomb has lord English and the alpha timeline written all over it. You have made an excellent think-art once again

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(and ooh i love the inclusion of clare!!!)

I think the blue lady is related to her grandpa’s death, after all she said once for a long time she thought it was the blue doll that shot him. The demon that eats the universe made me think of a black hole and how that’s related to the conversation she had with doomed calliope on how space players become a sort of void that collapses on itself?? The clone makes me think of the time she was mind controled and turned evil, idk about the rest.

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OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH THAT BLUE LADY COMMENT yessssss. and OH i love the blackhole comment, thank you anon this ask is so tasty

WAIT BlackHoleBlueDollProspitCorpse anon again!! Now that I think about it, maybe the clone thing is abt she feeling resentment or inadequacy against herself, combined with her negative interactions with other selfs, the one time she talked with jadesprite she was disappointed she could be so coward, she was angry at herself the whole time when grimbark, she felt bad abt her own narrative talking to calliope, she’s probably still jealous abt the Jade that got not to be alone 3 years in the ship

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